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I feel like such a screwup. Yeah, I did great in my in person class this summer, but after getting off to a great start in my online class I've done nothing since early july. Class ends friday and I don't know if there's any hope of me passing. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I'm going to dedicate every night this week to at least attempting to turn everything in. Hopefully my teacher will accept it.
Why can't I motivate myself to do the smallest things? This is the same reason I'm in debt trouble. I see a bill, feel nauseous, then put it away. I just want to go away and start over somewhere. :(

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yay. I successfully made a bootable DVD. my laptop is restoring from an image i made last monday now. =)

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I'm e-mailing my professor being honest about my slacking off and basically begging for any way I can pass if I get everything done by thursday. Pray for grace and mercy for me. If he isn't helpful then there's no way I can pass. :(