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[yakk0dotorg]

I feel like such a screwup. Yeah, I did great in my in person class this summer, but after getting off to a great start in my online class I've done nothing since early july. Class ends friday and I don't know if there's any hope of me passing. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I'm going to dedicate every night this week to at least attempting to turn everything in. Hopefully my teacher will accept it.
Why can't I motivate myself to do the smallest things? This is the same reason I'm in debt trouble. I see a bill, feel nauseous, then put it away. I just want to go away and start over somewhere. :(

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[chestnutcurls.livejournal.com]

I'm proud you did good in your other class. That's a big achievement.

[aardwolf.livejournal.com]

Why didn't you do anything in your online class? It seems like that would be your best class. All you have to do is stay late at work. One thing that I noticed back when I was skipping/failing classes is that I didn't have that problem in high school. I realized that was because in high school I didn't have the choice of skipping. Don't give yourself the option... As Nike says, just do it.

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[yakk0dotorg]

I thought it'd be easy because the class would be an Alt-Tab away, but it's the other way around. Everything else is an alt-tab away. I'm gonna have to force myself to go offline for everything but the class.